I
started out my first day of the year trying to understand the various way to
practice this core attitude of the beatitudes and I surprised myself. I never
even thought that practicing the virtue would be as elevating as studying it’s
meaning in scriptures. There is no better teacher on how to live the poverty of
the spirit than our Lord Jesus Christ. If you back up a chapter before the event
of the sermon, He took out some time to fast and be tempted by the devil. Let
me point from experience that fasting mortifies one’s body and deprives it of
all of its pleasures. This weakening of the flesh causes the soul to begin to
look for strength. The soul inevitably gets detached from all pleasures and
realises that it’s totally dependent on its spiritual source of life. In those moments,
we experience a bit of this poverty of the spirit. We realise that we are in a
state of blessedness and “ours is the kingdom of heaven”. We
pray better. Now contemplate this with me, Jesus had fasted for 40 days and 40
nights, rejected the temptations of the adversary who offered him food, power
and wealth and received a wholesome treatment from the angels [cf. Matt IV:1-
11]. As soon as he comes out of the wilderness he began telling people that “…the
Kingdom of Heaven has come near” [Matt. IV:17]. Why did Matthew tell us
the Kingdom of Heaven is Jesus’s first teaching after all that mortification:
the humiliation of the body to bring about the humility of the spirit?
I
know that attitude is a choice. I’ve also come to understand that this humility
of the spirit is not brought about by circumstances but by the willing choice
of the soul to be detached and lowly in spirit. St. John Chrysostom in his
narration said “What is meant by the poor in spirit? The humble and contrite in mind.
For by spirit He has here designated the soul, and the faculty of choice. That
is, since many are not willingly humble, but compelled by stress of
circumstances; letting these pass (for this were no matter of praise), He
blesses them first, who by choice humble and contract themselves”. Our
Lord first of all blesses the poor in spirit because these ones willingly
choose to live with a humble and contrite spirit. These ones are already landlords
in the Kingdom of Heaven.
Pastor
Chris Oyakhilome Ph. D. once said that the poor in spirit are ‘those
who have in spirit given up everything. You may see a lot with them, but they
have counted everything but dung…You’ve come to a point in life where nothing
matters and everything you have is for the purpose of the kingdom of God, the
gospel of Jesus Christ. Do you know you can be wearing a watch, an expensive
watch but you have given it up? In other words, you have come to a point in
life where if the spirit of God says, “hey! Can you give this to someone or can
you give that in the offering?”, no arguments… you’ve come to a point in life
where nothing really matters to you… it doesn’t matter what you see on them,
those things don’t own them anymore’. I even saw it practiced once and
I was bewildered. It made no sense to my shallow view of the spirit. Once I sat
next to someone who had no offering to give to God and she pulled off a watch
that meant a lot to her and put it in the offering tray. I thought it was
unreasonable. Today I know that nothing satisfies. Nothing is important. In
spirit, we must give up everything for the purpose of the Kingdom of Heaven. As
Heavenly Citizens, the poor in spirit do their work with such energy as though
it is a task that has been given to them by God. They give with all their might
and all of their souls and what does God do for them? He “opens the floodgates of heaven
and pour out so much blessings that there will not be room enough to store it” [Mal.
III:10]. When you develop so much of this beatitude, you are not corrupted by
these blessings. The blessings from heaven will become tools for more works for
the kingdom. You begin to see the need to sow every last penny for the propagation
of God’s word. Your supernatural outlook on life is that of St. Paul when he
says “For
to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. If I am to go on living in this
body, this will mean fruitful labour for me. Yet, what shall I chose? I do not
know! I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is far better; but it is
more necessary for you that I remain in the body” [Phil I:21-24]. When
you are poor in spirit living would mean fruitful labour. This is a step above achieving
the need of self-esteem, self-mastery and self-actualisation. This is self-divination in the One who is himself Divine.
Wishing
you all a fruitful and happy new year.
“O the
Blessedness of the poor in Spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven” [Matt V:3]
Your biblical insight is so wonderful, and blending it with this piece help one to get the clear picture. You are good. And for reading this, am blessed because I just learnt something.
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